I wish you very happy New Year !!!

I want my snow back !

Yesterday while I was thinking about our horrible weather ( Winter without a snow, grrr ;/  )  I remade I want my tears back - Nightwish. Well, look at it ; 

I want my snow back

The treetops, the chimneys, the snowbed stories, winter grey

Snowflakes, those meadows of heaven, wind in the fir

A white frost on windows, the scent of burning wood 

Blue bayous, Decembers, moon through falling snow

Where is the winter where`s the cold

Where`s falling snow out the door

Where`s that door that takes me there

Where is the freezing - normal everyday. 

Where is the winter  where`s the cold

Where are the cold nights I used to live for

Before the years take me

I wish to see

The lost in me

I want my  snow back

I want my snow back now

A ballet on an icerink, still funny young and cold

A snowman, a best friend, the taste of warm tea.

My week.

I came back to home from hairdresser a few minutes ago, and finally all my hair are black, blonde roots are covered with dye. I'm sooo happy.

This week was very long, busy but really nice. Monday- as always, beauty day, in sql just 5 lessons what can I want more ?, Tuesday - hmmm, I don't remember very well, but on sql we had almost free lessons, so has to be OK ;D, Wednesday - I went to sql but very fast I came back to home with sassi and Szczepan, we resigned from stay in Cracow and decided to coffe in my home, we drank lots of coffe and tea in frendly atmosphere, Thursday - I was cleaning hoooooole day, then I went to Bonarka City center for some x-mas gifts, Friday - I started my day with Mother on some shoping in Wieliczka, there we bought some ornaments for x-mas tree and gift for my Brother. Today I'm helping my Mother in kitchen in preparing tasty dishes for x-mas days.

As I have written this Christmas Eve I will be sharing with my family in Grandparents home.
Then I will show our x-mas trees.

Just look at ...

1.) my snow ( yesterday evening, and today morning)

2.) gift for Patrycja ;)

what is inside ? ;D

Work, work, work.

Ohh, I'm sooo busy !
Teachers awoke in past weak and recalled us that we have lot of work to do before x-mas , so now me and my classmates are sitting in our homes and doing homeworks. Most of all is the tasks of history. Damn! I have to develop 11 source texts on Monday. But it is almost done ;)

Yesterday I was so angry, and a reason of my anger was my horrible behavior. Me and my friends - Mira, Ania, Szczepan and Sassi are organizing a surprise little party for Patrycja (schhhhh... be quiet ;) ).
Yesterday we had to leaved her without any real excuse, I said that I have to go because I want to buy smth for my Mother and Ania went with me. Fortunately Bartek(our classmate) was on that stop, and stayed there with her.

I hope tomorrow she will understand our strange behavior and our surprise will make her happy.
Gift is very nice but I can't show it here now, may I will take a photo when she'll unpack the gift ;)
Today I will make a cake for our dear Patrycja.

Another thing which about I want to write is weather. I'm very, very sad because I love winter time and snow. I love watching when snow is falling down and covering a ground. But in Poland WE HAVE NOT SNOW YET!!! I''m very upset about it, and I want my snow back, I want my snow back now ! ;)

But the way weather isn't very important when you going to spend x-mas with family.
At Christmas Eve I will be sitting with 11 or 14 people at the table in Grandparents' home, so promises to be a perfectly festive atmosphere with my dears ;)

One more thing : I would like to thank you, because you read my blog despite the fact that I write just about my feelings and not important things for you. So I THAAAAAANK YOUUU VEEEERY MUCH ;*

My coffe has been drunk, and my yoghurt has been eaten, so I coming back to my homeworks ;)

Gift for my friend.

Inside big candy is a gift for my classmate - Anna ;).  I drew she in Nicholas draw, so I got something for her.I don't write here what is it, but I will show what I will get ;) 

One big love.

Nightwish. This is it what about you dream at night.
I'm totally amazed by Imaginaerum! Marco and Anette's voices amazed me the most. I love them ! They made something incredible wonderful. Anette shows her capabilites intergrally! All those words which I've heard when I was watching videos on YouTube turned into real. Imaginaerum couldn't suprised me more !
This album is the best proof that Tuomas is a genius and Nightwish is one of the best band in the World !

Notebook.

 School year started over than 2 months ago, but my notebook was created a few minutes ago. As you can guess I'm veeeeeeery scrupulous student - special on German language :D Ha ha ha !
But my notebook is really very nice and of course black, I love that rocky Hello Kitty ;)
Just see:

You can also notice my new french :P I like it ! 

Nails.

I'm sitting in my room and wondering about color for my nails because I have washed off permanent paint which stays on nails for 3 weeks ! This is very good way for women who wants to has nice painted nails for longer time. I have my nails painted 3 times in this way because I wanted to made them stronger and longer, now I see that they are in perfect shapes so now they are look totally naturally and I want to do smth with it because I like have some color on nails. In the afternoon I done french manicure but I washed off cause I didn't feel ok with it. Now in my mind I created new idea for nails. I'm going to put some paint with vitamins and then I'll do little changed french manicure - instead of white color on the top I'll put there purple or black paint ;)

Anette Olzon's hair.

Recent days I have not time for posting. So today I want to put here 3 pics of Anette with 3 colors. 
What do you think ? Which color suits her best ? Black, red or blond?

My song.

I just want inform that for some time I working over Nightwish's Eva. I love this song. During listening or singing this one I really feel it and I'm so aware those words. May in future I show it singnig by me ;)

Time for post ;)

Recent days I had not adequate mood and time for posting. Reasons of my mood are my problems with my health, this is not smth like sore thoart or runny nose, these are problems with more serious things like "woman's  affairs". Since longer time I taking a lot of pills for many disorders of my health I don't want write to much abut it because the most painful tings gone away !!! Yeeep!!! I'm happy and hope in coming days I'll feel more better ;)

Nightwish's Storytime has stolen my heart. Anette's voice is amazing, she looks wonderful with black lipstick, Tuomas is a Genius and phantom of the opera , Marco&Emppu I LOOOOOVE THEM and our dear Jukka - he looks soooooo sexy ;)
Hole video is incredible awesome, all these nightmarish clowns look truly and fantastically at the one moment. 

Storytime promising curious, very good but theatrical album and movie also. Since first time with Storytime's video I wondering about Anette's  stage clothes, they could be more unusual than at DPP tour.

My vocal lessons give some sings and my coach hears progress - so my time and work aren't wasteed. You can guess that it is another motive for me to work more and better not only over my voice but body too, I want make it stronger and restistant to every infection.

I feel that cold days are coming so I've bought warm long stockings, they are perfect for winter time cause my heavy boots(glany) are not to warm, they are made of leather and steel.

At Thurstay I was in my Grandparents home I spent there half day and night, hole Friday I was looking after a nice, smart, 6 years old girl. I very like Ala and I love spend time with her.

In next post I'll show you how autumn looks in Kraków and in it's surroundings.

NOW SLEEP WELL, HAVE A NICE, COLORFUL, WARM AND SWEET DREAMS. 

GOOD NIGHT ! =)

My break.

Today I want show what I was doing during my break in Tuesday. I took little break for me cause after visit at cementary and prepare nice sald with gyros seasoning I was little bit weary.



These pics were taken on Tuesday - I admit in this day was fantastic weather. I remember that in the past these days were sooo cold and all of people at cmentaries had heavy clothes and we were prepared for winter time.

Then I ate great cake made by me and drank small, strong, bitter cofe in front of my computer.

All Saint's day.

All Saint's day is time when we visiting graves of our loved ones. I like these days cause it is great tradition.

I must tell you that I never known most of these people who graves I visiting every now and then but I do it cause I feel that is my duty as Catholic or just a human and I don't want to be forgotten by my family after death. I belive that we make dead people happier when we remember about them and light a candle on thier graves. It what makes me very sad is that some people in Poland remeber about cemeteries only in these 2 days and for rest of year graves are forgotten. 

This week...

was soooooo long! I was waiting and missing to weekend ! hahaha I think so that it was first time when end of working days gave me so much fun.

On Thursday some man in train made me furious ! He was standing behind me just for few minutes, but for me it was the scariest way to home ever !
In this train was big crowd and people were very close to together, but this man in one moment just lay on me, so I gave him some signs that it is not comfortable for me and he stoped. Atfer very short break I felt his hand between my thighs which was moving higher and higher !!! I reacted immediately and I shouted to him :
"Please stop touching me in that moment !!!" People loked at him and shouted smth but he very fast got out and  disappeared on street.
I hope that it will never happen again cause it was very sad for me.

I'm proud of my Granny.

 Here are a pics of things which my Granny made for me :

1st. - is a black badclothes with a red poppies, just see :

She made it for me cause I love black and I didn't have black bedclothes. =)

2nd - is tablecloth with embroidered  flowers.

I LOVE IT !It's suits to my room very well, it looks good especially with heather color on my walls.

Here are photos which I want show you ;)

These pics are from Summer when sun was shineing so strong, grass was so fresh and green.

Here we see how it looks now, sky is gray, color of grass is weaker, leaves are falling down.

outside is cold, but inside of my home is sooo warm tahnks to our fireplace ;)

Here we have nice morning sky.

ohhh I love oatmeal ! I eat it everyday for breakfest or dinner but EVERYDAY! ;D

He is always amazing ;P

Goodnight !

I'm back.

In last week I hadn't to much time and mood for posting, I do not know what is heppens with me I have lot of changes in mood and I don't know where/what is the reason!

Yesterday I was learning hole day and it gives results on today's history test. But smth had to goes wrong - my friends made me angry little bit cause after hole test ( it consists of 2 parts, first - our teacher cheks information, year of some event etc., second - is a map and we have to show her that we know where all this events took a places in the past) they wanted make a sure in which way we ( me and Mira) got such good marks.
They were asking us : You were cheatinng ?
I know that they know me quite good and I don't care about my marks too much. I'm aware that I showed in last year I don't "waste my time" for learning but it doesn't mean that sometime I can't learn !
It makes me sooo angry !
I never had problems with studies, I do not have to siting with books and learn by heart therefore I want get a some good marks. I hope that now I will show my classmates my true possibilities.

Family weekend.

 In Friday I came back from hairdresser with almost total black hair but on the one hightlight on the right I decided for "blue black" dye but rest of my hair are still "black black". Truly this blue black hightlight is unnoticeable, may when this dye will fade it will turn into blue. I don't know. For me it is nevermind cause cold days are coming and I do not have to any special effects on my hair, but blue is a cold color so it could suit for Winter ;)

Saturday was completely family day, our Grandparents visited us. It was some kind of surprise cause They didn't tell us before taht they wanted visited us, so we ate midday meal in a very nice atmosphere ;)
At the evening we watched "Indiana Jones" with our Parents and ate such tasty apple cake. Yummieee ! :D
My Mother is really good cooker, she very like prepare food for us, and also she like when we praise her dishes. ( of course we do it every time !) ;)

Today I wanted done my homework but... my plans  have changed instead of homework I made 2 bracelets with floss. In 3 colors - 1 - blue and black, 2 - red and black. I decided for it because this action always give me peace and rest.

Tomorrow will be very good Monday ! I'm so happy for this reason ;P Haha !

Sleep well now ! 

Free day ;)

14th of October in Poland this is National Education Day, In 1773 14th of October was created Commission Of National education by Sejm and Stanisław August Poniatowski.Because of its vast authority and autonomy it is considered the first Ministry of Education in history and important achievement of the Polish Englihtenment.

Today I will go to my hairdresser and I'm going to do smth with my hair. I going to dye my hair in one color, because I miss for my completely black hair. I do not need any special effects, may for some time I'll change my opinion and I'll miss for some color. When I'll come back I'll show you what "we create" in salon ;)

Happy Monday again ;)

As I've written I love Mondays!
I have a lot of time at morning for prepare me to school "on physical and mental way". Now I'm sitting in my room and regenerating my powers for all day, but I suppose that this day won't be hard, cause I'll spend only 3h in my sql.
Now I'm going to sing and play one very nice song I hope that my hands remember how they played on the piano a few years ago ;) Then I'll do smth with my hair and leave home ;)
Have a nice Monday ! ;D

My Saturday.

Ohh what a busy day ! ;)

Today I will have some family party ;) My dear Grandmother few days ago asked me about "help" she wanted that I prepare some cake or salad, so I decided  to prepare 3 salad and 1 amazing cake. These diches took me almost hole this day, but was worth! 

Now I must do smth with me and my hair, my nails are ready since yesterday. Very nice and kind beautician who came to my home did it what you see with them. They are shorter but healthier, and I'm happy ;)

I love family meetings cause I remember how it looked like when me and my cousin Patrycja( this is not the same person who about I write here very often) were children, we've had crazy ideas for some plays etc.
Nowadays it looks little diffrent cause we are older, but we still have small childern in family (my brother and 3 girls - Michalina, Iza i Julita) so is still funny during our parties ;)
Now I go to my bathroom to put some make-up and do hairdress;)
Have a nice evening ! ;)

tooo much homework ! ;D

Uffff I'm sooooo busy! I have lot of to do, tomorrow I'll have 5 tests and I want pass all of them!
So keep fingers crossed :D haha
Yesterday I found old photo from my childhood, just see :

  

Now these pink things changed in black ! haha :D

Such happy Monday ! ;D

I had a gerat day today !!! I love Mondays !!! Frankly I'm little tired, but is a good tiredness ;)
I was just 5h in school and was very nice I had a nice talk with Patrycja, cause we had a 45 just for us.
Our class with teacher went to park and we to Mc'Donald to buy a chocolate shake and ice-cream ;)

Tomorrow I will be singing on my singing lessons and I'm so happy. Now I must prepare instrumental
parts of my songs and rewrite lyrics.
I hope tomorrow will be great day like today :P
Gooodnight  and sweet dreams ! ;)

Ohhh !

I'm so sad cause my mobile phone broke down yesterday evening. ;(

I tried turned on during this night but without results, so today I was in service and I leaved it there.

We'll see what will happen. 

Another sad thing was my horrible night. I wanted go to bed around 1 cause I had a lot of to do.

I had to rewrite lessons from last week when I was sick, but when I tried lie on bed I felt

smth strange in my stomach.I managed to go to toilet and then it all began - vomiting etc. 

I struggled with it 2h ! As you can guess today I stayed in my home and I rested. 

Tomorrow I'll go to sql cause I feel very good, may I have some problems with my mood but

the most important thing is health, right ? ;)

Now is time for nice serial "Recipe for life" and cup of hot tea ;)

Sleep well ;)

Walking in the air.

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the moonlit sky
The people far below are sleeping as we fly

I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you

Far across the world
The villages go by like trees
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams

Children gaze open mouth
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes

We're surfing in the air
We're swimming in the frozen sky
We're drifting over icy
Mountains floating by

Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep
Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the midnight sky
And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly

Today "felt this song". When I think about this melody I walking in the air ;)

Nightwish made 2 covers : First with Tarja and second with Anette. I like both versions.
They are magic  but in diffrent ways =)

Progress!

Yeaa, I feel much better!!! My health is not in perfect shape, but I can write that I fell some progress.

I have problem only with my thoart and little one with nose (my nose is hole red- like Rudolf's nose:D).

Today I had a very nice day with my Mother, we visited a shopping center cause she wanted buy shoes.

We selected black, lether shoes with 3 silver buttons. Then I found some gems ;) 

Just see : 

I'm sure these little pink cows will help me during cold autumn and winter evenings ;)

I love mugs, cups etc. so I had to buy these. They aren't amazing but I like simple things. I don't like to much splendor in everything.

Free day in bed.

I'm sooo happy !!! We won with Russian boys yesterday! Our voleyball players belive that ACDC song "Thunderstruck" helped them. Power of real rock were with them !!! ;)

Today I had a free day in bed due to sickness.

At the morning I took hot shower and ate breakfast.

I spent most part of day with my mobile phone and at talk with "My Knight". This is very nice and clever boy.

I like talk with him because he is cleverer than me. I like such people from who I can learn smth =) . Haha !

At the afternoon I found smth on facebook - Photos by Katarzyna Wojciechowska. and I'm amazed theese pics of newlyweds ;D

Here is a my song for today : Metallica - Sad but true.

Tomorrow still I stay in home, I want to "fix" my health and later it will turn out how I will feel and I will decide if I can go to school. I want to look and feel better when I go to school.

Good night and have a sweet dreams ;)

Problems...

with my health are still close to me. Today everything cumulaitived. I feel so bad, I have fever, catarrh and (the most painfull thing) sore thoart which causes that I can not speak in normal way !!! I'm so sad and weak but I hope it'll go away from me in really near future because in coming days I will want start my singing lessons with Mrs.Izabella. I promissed that I add here some photos from time of my "work" but I do not feel strong enough so may I do it tomorrow. We'll see.
Good night.

Good Monday's morning !!!

Hi ;)
I'm sitting here opposite computer and I trying sing smth ;) This is not so easy because I have some problems with my thoart, but I hope that some vocal- exercise makes my voice better, for little more than 1h I will go to school. Later I'll show you what I made for all yesterday evening =)
Enjoy the day ! ;D

1st of all : To dear KaroLina about my singing : I don't feel so "strong"  yet to make an account on youtube.com to show my voice. May someday, but not now for sure ;)
Finnish language : I'm still trying find smth for learn dictionary etc. but it is hard. And now I using just this internet things which I showed here, and I have not nothing more yet ;)
2nd : This week is total madness of tortilla, I see tortilla everywhere ! I and Mira love tortilla almost everyday of week we ate it in school :D
3rd : My plans changed. I must select singing lessons, not English cause I end school usually at 5-6p.m and English starts at 6p.m so it is impossible to do in this year. I want have time for learn and rest.
Thats all for today ;)
Sleep well :*

First day in school...

and I'm tried !!! Ohh damn ! I'm soo sad and exhausted after my lessons cause today I woke up at 7a.m, I ate nice sandwich and drank small and strong coffee and I went to school. Was nice see all of my friends again in sql but we know that this year will be hard, for eg. in Monday I'll strart lessons ate 1.45p.m and finnish at 6p.m... What's more my english teacher changed!!! I miss to Mrs. Spytkowska!

So  this is not good news, but we do this !!! I still love my school, and I want learn there more and more =)

Now I'm going to take small relax with my buttermilk and book ;)

Good night !

Home Again !!!

I'm in home again :) I didn't write anything here but I went to Zielona Góra ( My small Finlnad), aout this trip I'll write someday because now I'm exhausted after 9h in train !!!

Finnish language ;)

For the a few years I dreaming about learn Finnish, but here I didn't found any language with Finnish.
So today I've deciced for learn it with the internet ;)
Here is my first lesson - ensimäinen oppituni =)

Alphabet : 

Pronuncation:

Fortunatley Polish and Finnish are little bit similar, some of words sounds really similarly, in the same way we read a lot of letters, but I all the time check my pronuncation with Google Translator:

Good Night !!!

Karaoke - fun and exercise

Karaoke is thing which I like soooo much cause with it you can just have a fun and do it for play but also it can be exercise for your voice =)  I need it especially now when I have holiday and I don't have singing lessons.
The holidays are ending and I'm not sure that after school I will have time for SL , cause this year will be very hard I will start lessons around 12, and end may at 7p.m, after school I'll go to language school for add English lessons, so I don't know, may I find time for SL. We'll see =)
This is a few karaoke which I used for practice my voice :
Nightwish - 10th Man Down.
Nightwish - Nemo.
Nightwish - Dark chest of wonders.
Patrycja Markowska - Gdy zgasną światła.
Metallica - Whiskey in the jar.
Nightwish - Walking in the air.
Nightwish - Eva.
Nightwish - 7 days to the wolves.
I show not a lot of karaoke's which I use cause most of them I have on CD's.
Good night ! ;)

Blond, radhead, brown, black...

 black with purpule,black with blonde and now black with ..... RED  =D
Here are photos:

Sorry for quality of the pics, but I took them in rush. ;)

Happy again =)

Campfire with my dearst helps me soo much, but I needed something more and I went do Licheń. This is a one of a few places when I can rest. I'm religious person and places like Licheń helps me a lot of, cause this is space where I can just wonder over me, my life, my possiblilities etc. When I came back I felt so soft and fresh. Now I'm ready for come back for normal schedule for the day.
There I took many photos but I add a few of them.
Here are photos from the best thing there - Golgotha.

Basilica :

And space for walk :

Real this is amazing place, full of peace and good energy =)